It’s funny how I have never been so afraid, so stressed, and so unendingly worried all at once. But I’ve also never been as happy. I hope to god, or the universe, or whatever the fuck runs this shit - whatever force or order that drives this life and its events - that something changes for the best because I can’t stand to think about what would happen if it didn’t.  I can’t help but feel personally responsible for not being able to make things better even though I know it’s not my fault. I love you.  I promise that something will change.  I will do whatever I can to make something happen.  To get some sort of progress.  For you and us and the life / lives laid ahead of us.

It’s funny how I have never been so afraid, so stressed, and so unendingly worried all at once.

But I’ve also never been as happy.

I hope to god, or the universe, or whatever the fuck runs this shit - whatever force or order that drives this life and its events - that something changes for the best because I can’t stand to think about what would happen if it didn’t.  I can’t help but feel personally responsible for not being able to make things better even though I know it’s not my fault.

I love you.  I promise that something will change.  I will do whatever I can to make something happen.  To get some sort of progress.  For you and us and the life / lives laid ahead of us.

(via -imtoosexyformyself)

  • January 7
  • , 2012
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